Sometimes when I drive somewhere my thoughts spiral downwards
I cry so hard I can hardly control myself
I keep looking for a place to stop and calm down for a moment
but I seem to miss every opportunity
then just moments before I arrive I usually manage to stop, dry my tears
and I only need a minute or two put on a fake smile and go in greet people in a happy fashion
It hurts so bad
This happened again yesterday while people where congratulating me all over the place for passing my bachelor thesis.
