Moved next to the Bodensee again! Ah like 1.5 months ago.
Have I been stressed out? Semi.
Lot's of stuff needs to be done. And now that I have less money and have to pay rent, it doesn't get easier. I barely get enough paid for my internship/bachelor thesis to cover rent, food, phone and gas. Well actually it doesn't even cover that and I already have the cheapest room I could find.
My laptop is making moves on breaking on me. I really hope it doesn't.
I have an IPod laying around somewhere that I stopped using when I got my phone 2 years ago. So I am gonna sell that and size down on whatever else I own and try to sell that too.
Totally hope that that will somehow get me through this semester and I can get a better paid job for my next and hopefully last semester until I graduate and am able to get an actual job.
I don't have any student loans or other support. I used to get an allowance from my dad, but well let's just say that spendings on the kids are not equal in this family, so I had to cut back for someone else's luxury. That's a whole story by itself. But someone bought an apartment for someone else and the first someone has to pay the money back to the third someone he borrowed it from and that's why I don't get an allowance no more.
But at least I don't have any debts yet. Which actually makes me really really happy.
Ah shit. I hate complaining like that. But lately every thought I had was something along the lines of how am I paying for this, can I afford that. I need Photoshop and Illustrator for a class, got no money for it. And I constantly keep cancelling on my friends cuz I don't have enough to come home for the weekend or the activity that is planned.
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